i'm shelby. i talk about my boyfriend too much and i'm very opinionated.
Riley likes hitting mummy’s phone
I went into the new Forever 21 store in Liverpool and it’s so nice and affordable, only downside was that there was really cute, girly underwear and I wanted some so bad but the biggest cup size thy did was D. Which pisses me off.
Does my head in that I have to go to all these shops that I would never go in to pay like £30 for an ugly ass bra. Pray for the girls with big boobs and tiny backs please, I’m going to be in a wheelchair by the time I’m 30 with a broken back.
Reminder to myself: always treats people as if they were to die tomorrow so I’ll never feel like I didn’t tell them I love them enough
My family and friends are all about to receive a text from me telling them how much I love them.
I’ve never spoken about this to anyone before but I’ve just watched the film Cyberbully and it really hit home. When I was 13, I used the chat site Habbo and when I think about when I used it I tend to think mainly about the funny memories I had with my friends. But there was a group on there that I started talking to and I spoke to them for like a year, but one night I went on and said something I wish I’d never said, because even though it was true I blew it way out of proportion and then when I told them the truth and apologised they all turned on me and started leaving me horrible messages on the website and sent me really hateful texts and at one point I left myself signed into MSN at my Nan’s house and when she went on her computer they started attacking her too and calling her horrible things and for me that was the worst part because she tried to defend me. I was so depressed because this went on for months and I was harming myself and it really was the lowest time of my entire life. You see people sending horrible anonymous messages on here too and I bet the people sending them have no fucking idea the damage they’re causing. It’s not funny and if you have to say hurtful things about other people to make yourself feel good, you’re really messed up and need help.
Ok I’m done now.
Every single day I wake up and I am terrified. This time last year I was pregnant but I didn’t know it. I was so care free and I could literally do anything I wanted. But now, I have a son and he depends on me 100% to feed him, change him, care for him and love him. That’s a lot of pressure. I am so scared that I’m going to let him down.
But I just love him so fucking much I can’t physically put my feelings into a coherent sentence. I would do anything for that little boy, I would go through labour every day for the rest of my life if his happiness depended on it. I would die for him. I just hope he knows that when he’s older and hates me for grounding him because he’s stayed out a half hour after his curfew.
He is the most important person in my life and I have never loved or cared about anyone as much as I do for him. He can brighten up my day just by doing his adorable little giggle. I have never been so happy in all my life.#riley #mumblr #photo #me
Been so busy lately so I’ve had hardly any time to post anything on here. Riley is doing really well, he’s started sleeping in his cot now and he only wakes up for 1 feed a night (most nights) at around 4am. He’s loving his night time baths at 7.30, he can have a splash then afterwards he’s knackered from all the playing. He’s met his uncle Logan now too and everyone was in awe at how much bigger Riley was, he looks like a one year old compared to Logan!
On Sunday, I saw 30 Seconds to Mars and it was absolutely amazing but I expected no less from those men. I was meant to meet Sam but she fainted (as we all do at some point), so we’re gonna have to reschedule that meeting!
Almost finished Christmas shopping, I’ve lost count how much we’ve bought for Riley now to be quite honest. I bought my mum a camera on Tuesday, it’s the most expensive present I’ve ever bought anyone but it felt so good to be able to treat my mum like that because she really does deserve it, I can’t wait to see her face!
Speaking of which, it’s Jonathan’s 21st birthday tomorrow and I’ve got him Tinie Tempah tickets because he’s literally in love with him. The show was meant to be the 12th December but he’s moved it to 7th April. Quite a wait, but it’ll be worth it when Jonathan is there and all giddy like I was at Mars! So, I’m excited to see his face when he sees what I’ve got him tomorrow.#jjj #christmas #riley #mum #presents #Tinie Tempah #30 seconds to mars #manchester #birthday